> Friday, December 02, 2011
Working and studying is part of my lifestyle now.
Boring and feels like a loner seriously. I need to find time go shopping/movies/enjoy good food & endless time laughing and joking around with friends.
Can't wait for my pay to be in, in a weeks time^^
After so many things had happen,i think ranting through blog is the best still.
Though i still think about you, because the image of you and the things we did before keeps appearing.
Miss the times we spend, the places we go, the hugs and shoulder to lead on.
Idk if that is missing or what, but i know i need to let go and move on. Like what you did.
I have given myself false hope previously when things just started to be worse,
but i just wanna move on and be more independent now.
Is it really so hard to stay as friends after breakup?
really must be strangers so that i'll forget everything and not miss?
Idk when i can really move on. how seriously?
I've made a choice, to let go and move on by the end of decemeber 2011.
I wish i can do it,hopefully..
damn worried for my ct papers now. especially, CSAA (it's a killer)! *bangs*
